NthG sPecIaL

haiz...so many timeS didn't went to school already...
never know that what will Be happen if my parent found out...
they just never know what I've done behind them..
they never want to or try to know..they never will know...
i feel so sorry for them...
i nvr was a good or nice son of them...
i am such a useless...
i try to disappear from their sight~but i just cant...
because they are my parent...i love them....
i want them to be happy...
but i cant make them happy...
i hate myself for being such useless fellow..
i never want to blame it on anyOne else...
no one i can blame for~im just lazy~
i cant stand it stress...im just useless aren't me....
i know i am....
i was anoying...i was a weight for everyOne...
i hate who i am...i hate to being myself...
!! ~ I HATE ME ~ !!