NthG sPecIaL

haiz...so many timeS didn't went to school already...
never know that what will Be happen if my parent found out...
they just never know what I've done behind them..
they never want to or try to know..they never will know...
i feel so sorry for them...
i nvr was a good or nice son of them...
i am such a useless...
i try to disappear from their sight~but i just cant...
because they are my parent...i love them....
i want them to be happy...
but i cant make them happy...
i hate myself for being such useless fellow..
i never want to blame it on anyOne else...
no one i can blame for~im just lazy~
i cant stand it stress...im just useless aren't me....
i know i am....
i was anoying...i was a weight for everyOne...
i hate who i am...i hate to being myself...
!! ~ I HATE ME ~ !!

about da muvy

few days ago i jz c a totally suxking movie~~
it was so damm sad..n im such a emotional ppl
so wat i did after tat u can noe la~~
n i did it 4 1 hour sumthg~~n the whole day i was so damm depress~~
i feel so f'king lonely....n so quite around the whole of my mind~~
but after i did sumthg u can notice~~
i feel like i was kinda enjoy tat thg in my life~~
but enjoy didnt mean tat u would like 2 do it as many as u 1~~
so.....erm...wat i mean is~~
i enjoy being sad....but i dun like 2 be sad...
eh......erm.........
..O.......O..''
(@(oo)@)

i jz dun like 2 b sad but i enjoy being sad whn im sad....(blur huh)
haha~~
i dono wat im talking about
n tats all about the sadness feeling come frm tat movie~~
if u wana noe wat tat movie is~~
i jz can say....
its talking about the life of a poor kid wif a dog~~~
haha~~
hav a good day~~every1~~

phucking beezy

these day i was sooooooooooooooooooo phucking buzy,
tis is all nided to thkz to my lovely parent,family,and
mainly,i jz wana thx to the PHUCKING SUXKER SCHL!!!!!!!
my schl pricipal keep telling the teacher giv us homework as much as posible
u guys noe how much was it~~
i nid 2 use the whole day to finish it up !!!
the teacher stil call us to do revision !!!
whr da hack m i going 2 find a time to do tis thg!!!!
tis schl r really trying 2 kill me !!!!
i'm so bored 4 beezing all the time.....
haiz..................i jz nid some more time~~~~~~~~